Is it possible to say something about nothing?

You can learn a lot about someone in just 6 minutes. Today was the first day that I successfully stayed planted at the drive thru window, with each and every customer until their drink was handed to them. I did this for 8 and a half hours. I met so many people and made so many friends! I even had the rudest lady I have ever met talking to me nicely when I was done with her!
Why can't someone ordinary, such as myself, live in an extraordinary way?
It is more fun that way, and I have been challenging myself all week to live up to it.

I have transformed into one of those people who can just live off of small hours of sleep each night. It's 11:30 and I am not one bit tired, in fact I am coloring my hair at this moment! I am even going to late night movie next week with Lauren, after we go to a party following my class! It is going to be a very fun night. Heck, life is fun. Life is busy and hard, but I have decided to make the best of it, and believe me, that makes all the difference! Besides my life is hard, compared to what? Yeah right. I am tempted to drink some coffee, it sounds so appealing. I better not, it is way too late to be doing a thing like that.

I made it a rule of life to never regret and never look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy... you can not build on it, it is only good to wallow in.

I want to go on a road trip, and I am going to. I need to figure out where and find someone to go with me. I think somewhere I have never been, maybe Colorado or Oregan. That would be lovely. I need to get out of here, away from life. Hm, maybe I will go at the beginning of August, before Fall classes start. I was going to have a HUGE birthday party, but I changed my mind. I do not want my birthday to be about all of my guests, it sounds selfish, but I spend so much time being a friend and not having a friend. So on my birthday I am going to keep to myself and enjoy it. Maybe I will be in Colorado on my birthday. I want to go with Lauren and maybe someone else too. What about Zeah?

The medicine is working, my face is starting to really clear up. People are even noticing a difference, maybe it is because I am wearing different makeup lately. I focus it on my eyes instead of my face. I like getting those compliments. I am by no means insecure, but it is always a good feeling to get noticed.

I don't appreciate art. I should. I don't want to write a paper about a girl in an office in a picture I do not understand.
If a guy runs out of class every night yelling your name, just trying to catch up to you so he can walk with you for a couple minutes to your truck, which is in a whole different parking lot from his vehicle, does that mean he likes you? I have been wondering.

I have been reading a book recommended to me by my philosophy teacher in high school. I do not like the book at all, I keep on wondering why she thought I would. That is why I continue to read it, I am waiting to figure that out.

I am starting to get tired. I think I messed up my hair, that is not going to be good. I drove really far for no reason today and I loved it. I love driving aimlessly just to jam out to music and practice going the speed limit. I didn't exceed the speed limit once today. I think it is comical how whenever I decided to drive aimlessly around the valley, I never fail to end up at Starbucks. The worst part is, I know where every single store is in a 20 mile radius, and the even worst part is that at every one of those stores, I know at least one Barista there. That is how dedicated I am to Starbucks. It is practially my life. I do love it a lot. I wonder why I have been drinking Caramel Macchiatos lately. They are too sweet for me, but lately I love them. Of course I have to get extra shots to balance it out. I have at least 8 espresso shots every single day.

Saturday just began, I am working today. I hate working on Saturdays. Sundays are my favorite. I really hate Saturdays. I know I am going to be in drive thru and I hate it in drive thru, especially on Saturdays.

I wonder if I will ever find the magazine that I have been looking for.
I have six pins.
My paycheck is going to be huge. Let me calculate real quick, I will be getting over 500 dollars in one paycheck. That means I will have over a thousand in my bank account, which means I will easily pay for Fall semester and books AND a vacation. I am definitely going on one. I also make over 60 dollars a week in tips. If I saved a small percentage of that, I think that would be smart.

I wonder why people always give up on me.
I don't think my head should be burning like this... I think I definitely messed up my hair some how. Maybe it wasn't wise to do it at 11:30 pm.

I think I will sleep in tomorrow. I am working at 1:30 so I think I will enjoy the morning.
Goodnight